I am in love with him… My Umar. I fell in love with him barely two months after we became friends and as the days zoomed by, I fell deeper and deeper. I would never know if his love for me burned with the same intensity as mine… I didn’t care really. I had enough love for the both of us and strangely, I was content with it.
Outside the usual pleasantries and niceties, all Umar and I ever really talked about was sex… hot, torrid sex that usually turned me to mush, hours after our conversations ended. Worse still, he had a girlfriend and from the gist floating about, he also had a few fuck buddies; but he was gentleman enough to keep his affairs super discreet.
I loved him and the thought of any woman being with him drove me crazy. I couldn’t afford to share him with anyone and I didn’t want to be a meal on the side, so I did what I thought was best… I stayed away from him and kept my distance. We communicated regularly and maintained our close friendship for four whole years. And in all that time, his lust for me never fizzled out and my love for him remained steadfast.
So yes; I am Truly, Madly, Deeply in love with my Umar and suddenly, I am scared shitless because there is a possibility that I might see him this weekend… and I fear I wouldn’t be able to push him away if our paths did indeed cross.
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VOICE NOTES FROM HIM:
“Don’t even think about dodging me because I WILL FIND YOU! Infact, you won’t even see me coming and by the time you notice me, I’ll be all up in your space. I’ll be so close, you won’t be able to push me away.”
“You can only run from me for now… But you cannot hide. If I were you, I wouldn’t bother running because you’ll be sniffed out. See, you’re in trouble o. If you step foot in this Town ehn? If I catch you ehn? Inshort, lemme not talk.”
“Gosh! I want to fuck you… As in, FUCK YOU!!!”
“You have no idea what I want to do to you. I plan to be so intense with you when I’m fucking you that both of us will be dripping with mad sweat! As in, I want to POUND you… I want you to cum over and over and over again. I want to hear you moan. I want to hear you scream. I want my head filled with your voice… I want… *Sigh*.”
“Morning… I woke up again with thoughts of you in my head and a very massive erection. I’m gonna go mad if I don’t see you soon.”
“I hear you’re coming into town this weekend. Hmmm… You thought you could keep it from me ba? You don’t even know what is happening. See ehn, I am obsessed with you. There is no way you’d come into town that I won’t know. I know people who know you and trust me, I will find you. Infact ehn, this one is not even a joking matter again. I will find you and fuck you. Continue dodging me.”
“My being engaged has nothing to do with US. I want you. I’ve always wanted you… since the first day I set eyes on you. I am mad attracted to you. I don’t know what you’ve done to me but my need for you is insane. You know if I had my way, I would be with you…”
“Hey sweetie… I hope you haven’t changed your mind o because I can’t wait to see you. Better buy postinor when you’re coming because it’s going to be fire-for-fire.”
“Peaches, I know the risk of us being seen together… that’s why I’m not going to insist you stay at a hotel or my place. As for the fucking, you already made me promise to use a condom and I did… but if I were you, I’d hold postinor just in case o. I know the sex will be mad and anything can happen… condom can tear and if that happens when I’m about to cum, you’re on your own. Heheheheheeee.”
“Stop reminding me of my fiancee sweetie. She has nothing to do with what you and I share. You know how long I’ve been wanting to be with you? Four fucking years and its your fault because you keep dodging me. But not this year. This is 2016. We have to fuck this madness out of our system… Gaskiya!”
“Sweetie, I know you’re in town and I know you’re at your friend’s house. Hahahahaaaa. You think staying with your uptight friend will stop me? You really don’t know me then.”
“Your laughter just gave me the hugest erection ever. Damn! So you’re not going to give me Sisca’s address ba? No problem. You will still see me tonight.”
“I love it when you tell me how wet I make you. Can’t wait to see you tonight sweetie. I hope you’re ready for me? Hahahahahaaaa. Inshort, lemme go and warm up for tonight because it will be a deadly night.”
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STRANGERS YET LOVERS:
Sisca’s guest bedroom was nice, neat and ensuite. I couldn’t have been more grateful to her for agreeing to accommodate me at such short notice. I hadn’t seen her in two years and today, she’d rolled out the red carpet and treated me like royalty. We gossiped all the way from the airport to her house and after popping open a bottle of white wine, we continued to gist for hours on end. The gist was interrupted by the arrival of her “Man friend”. His presence was my cue to disappear into the guest bedroom to shower, change and settle down. I was tempted to call Umar but I held back. He had said he would fish me out… I wanted to see how he could pull that off.
I was in the bathroom when I heard the knock. The door wasn’t locked so I called out…
“I’m in the bathroom Sisca. I’ll be out in a bit.”
“Ok…Just wanted to tell you I’m stepping out o. My friend and I are going for drinks. You wanna come? She asked.
“Nah… I’m fine. I need to sleep anyways. Tomorrow promises to be a full day” I replied as I turned off the shower.
There was no response from her again and I thought she had left the room. Then I heard the door open. Wrapping the towel around my wet body, I stepped out of the bathroom into the guest bedroom only to find Umar standing by the door. I froze in shock. Umar didn’t say a word. It didn’t seem like he was even breathing. He just stood there and stared at me, like someone who had seen a ghost. After a few moments, I managed to speak.
“Wh-what are you… How did you…?” I stammered foolishly. My voice seemed to thaw him out because he smiled and slowly began to approach me.
“I told you I would find you.” He said a little smugly before pulling me close enough for a hug. I sighed and hugged him back, letting out a deep breath that I wasn’t aware I was holding.
He smelled heavenly and his slim frame was made for my warm embrace. I felt my resistance and reluctance fading away fast and couldn’t do anything to stop it. When he finally pulled away, he didn’t put much of a distance between us. His closeness afforded him the opportunity to really look at me…
“You look so innocent… So shy… That is an unexpected surprise…”
I smiled, knowing I should step away and say something inane to kill the moment, but I couldn’t. I wanted this moment with him… Needed it desperately. He was this good-looking mirage I had loved for all of four years and now, he was here with me… in the flesh… looking at me with narrowed, darkened eyes. I wanted to touch his full lips, kinda like wanting to caress them, but my hands were like lead; I couldn’t feel them. Then, without breaking his stare, he began to unbutton the neck of his danshiki. I gasped in surprise.
“What are you doing” I asked stupidly having already known the answer from the way his eyes were burning paths along my skin.
“I’m getting undressed… And after that, I’m going to take you to bed and fuck you till I can reset this brain to its normal function” his voice was still calm but it held an ominous sexual promise that made my body tingle in expectation.
The danshiki was off, followed by the trousers and still I stood there like an effigy. His hands on my skin were soft… tender… ajebutter hands and a shiver coursed through me. He kissed me, slowly at first, trying to understand my method and adapted quickly as I responded. The kiss deepened and he pulled me closer till my body was crushed against his. From the tremour of his hands, I knew he wanted to do everything at once. One hand had yanked away the towel that was around my body and now the same hand was squeezing my butt fervently. His other hand cupped one breast and massaged it as gently as he could.
The heat between my thighs was expected and his bulge through his boxers seemed to agree as it poked at my pubis. With an impatient grunt, he pulled way from the kiss and practically dragged me to the bed. Seeing as it was already too late to act coy, I pulled him down on top of me and kissed him back, running my hands all over his back, neck and arms. I heard him groan and knew I was pleasing him with my kisses. When he pulled his mouth free from mine, he quickly got it busy again by sucking my nipples. I moaned in response and immediately, his hand snaked down between my legs and managed to burrow between my thighs. The heat from my already, very wet vagina welcomed him but as he touched my clit and felt it pulse, everything kinda spun-off control.
“Shet! I can’t wait anymore… I need to be inside you right now…”
He nudged my thighs apart with his knee and I watched, fascinated as he held his dick, guarded it to my soft opening, teased the labia and clit a little with his cap and pushed in. His entry wasn’t fully triumphant. He pushed again and this time, little more of him made some progress inside.
“You’re so tight… Shet!”
He pushed in one final time and groaned as his dick filled me up.
“Ooooh Fuck!” I cursed out aloud as my vagina stretched to accommodate him. I grabbed his arms, arched my back and began writhing mindlessly.
“Stop moving… You’re gonna make me cum…” He growled close to my ear. “I want to just be inside you… and not move. I love how warm your pussy feels around my dick.”
My clit was throbbing and I wanted him too much to stay still. I held his head and kissed him again, trailing my tongue from his lips down his throat. He groaned, barely able to hold himself still. He began to move slowly, thrusting ever so slowly, it was almost torture.
“Fuck me Umar… Fuck me like you promised you would.” I muttered hungrily.
“Then open wide for me! This is going to be rough but quick…” He growled. I spread my legs open even wider… almost in a split and heard him groan.
He began to pound me hard and fast and for some reason, my senses morphed into trance- mode. From a far away place, I could hear him mutter something hoarsely as he worked up a sweat. I could hear his pelvis slapping mine continuously as he pushed in and out. I could see him looking down to watch his dick emerge and delve back into my heated core and I could hear myself screaming in pleasure. It was a fast, hard, immensely pleasurable ride and suddenly I felt the urge to pee. It was strange because I was also on the edge of climax. Tucked in my trance-like reverie, I felt him stop. I snapped back to reality to find him starring at me intently and breathing hard. I could feel my clit pulsing madly and the pee was threatening to burst free. Then, as abruptly as he’d stopped, he pushed into me again, so deep that I felt his dick poke my uterus. I screamed and entrapped him with both my legs and arms. White-hot flood of sensation coursed through me, making me scream and thrash about like a possessed soul while he just kept on fucking and fucking and fucking till he began to groan loudly. He pushed in deeper and I felt his dick pulsate as he filled me up with hot manly sap. Still in the throes of orgasm, I felt his weight on top of me and he shuddered as he deposited the last bit of his seed inside of me.
After a quick few seconds, my bladder was threatening to explode so I pushed him off of me, got up quickly and dashed into the toilet. I felt a bit of his cum slide down my inner thigh as I made to sit down and a part of me wondered when last he’d had sex with anyone.
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“I have to go” he said as he pulled me close. We were both lying naked on the bed, breathing softly and basking in the glowing aftermath of our lovemaking. I didn’t want him to go. I wanted him to fuck me over and over again.
“Ok…” I said instead, struggling not to spill out the words in my head.
He had been caressing my arm but my answer made him stop. He turned to look at me, his expression a little hurt. I was puzzled. I was the one that was supposed to be wearing the hurt look. Nothing says “Your sex game is wack” more loudly than a man wanting to leave so soon after fucking you… sans condom at that.
“You’re not gonna beg me not to go?” He asked, sounding mildly offended as he got up to a sitting position. I couldn’t believe my ears.
“Would you stay if I wanted you to?” I replied with a question of my own.
“No. But you could have pretended to want me to stay.”
I said nothing. I just stared at his lean body, wishing I could have him all of the night. He was still staring at me with that hurt look as if mentally willing me to apologize. I sighed and shook my head.
“I want you to stay. I want you for the rest of the night and I want you for breakfast tomorrow morning but… you’re the one in a tearing hurry.”
He smiled and leaned over me, parting my lips to find my tongue. I sighed in relief and kissed him back, wanting his hands all over my body. He obliged me… Kissing my neck, collar bone, shoulders before stopping for a long moment to kiss my breast. I grabbed his head and rubbed it mindlessly while he suckled like a baby. I felt his turgid dick occasionally brush against my thigh and leave a tiny trail of pre-cum in its wake. I wanted him so badly.
“Baby… Come in now…” I whimpered.
“I want you from behind sweetie…” He replied gruffly.
It flashed my mind briefly that he’d mentioned doggy as his favorite position several times in the past and I wanted to please him so bad. I wanted him to fuck me to his fill and miss me when I’m gone. So I got off the bed and headed towards a reading table set by a corner of the room. Naked and unabashed, I leaned over the table, threw my arse in the air and spread my legs apart in anticipation. I heard him suck in his breath and smiled seductively back at him.
“If you want it, come and get it…”
He was off the bed in a blink. He came up behind me, caressing my back and kissing my neck; one hand reached to fondle my breast while the other caressed my butt-cheeks. All I wanted was for him to slide into me and fuck me hard. I was ready. My vagina was dripping ready and my insides quavered in anticipation. I turned to look at him and found him caressing his dick slowly with one hand while the other made quick work of pussy exploration.
“Shet! You’re going to kill me, I swear! He mumbled as he slid his dick into me.
I moaned and felt my legs wobble as he buried himself deep inside with a groan of satisfaction. Then he began to ram me from behind, his pelvis slapping against my buttocks… his hands digging into the softness of the skin around my hips. I felt the force of his thrust shake me to my core, pushing the blood forcefully to my head and making me increasingly giddy. I was nearing the edge and I wanted him to tumble down with me so I reached behind, grabbed both my butt-cheeks and spread them wider apart… So he could have a clearer view of how my pussy was taking him in like a trooper. He cursed, grabbed my waist roughly, leaned till his chest almost touched my back and pounded me till my legs almost gave way. I was screaming so loud, I didn’t hear his climaxing groans and grunts till I felt his pulsating dick spurt hot liquid deep inside me. With one final sigh, I fell on the table, panting for breath and felt his weight on top of me.
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IT’S NOT OVER YET
A sudden knock on the door jolted me right out of slumber and I sat up totally confused. The room was dark but the air-condition was on. Another knock and I tried to get off the bed but a strong, masculine arm grabbed me.
“Don’t get off the bed sweetie. Stay with me. You can tell her you’re in bed.” His voice sounded deep and alien. My heart leapt for joy. He was with me. Umar was sleeping beside me… Naked, lean and warm. He didn’t leave afterall.
“Sisca…? ” My voice sounded more excited than I wished it to be.
“Hey… Did I wake you up.” She asked from the other side of the door, sounding a little too amused.
“Yeah… You did.” I replied. Umar pulled me down till I was lying beside him, close to his naked body and somehow, it felt right. His dick was limp but his body was deliciously warm. The whore in me wanted him again despite my tiredness.
“Ok. Sorry about that. We will gist tomorrow when your ‘Visitor’ leaves. Goodnight….” The amusement in Sisca’s voice was telling. I turned to Umar with a puzzled look.
“I never did ask you how you traced me down here or how you were able to convince Sisca to allow you into her home. She’s very private you know…” I whispered to him softly.
“I am private also… And I have my ways. I know people that know her.” He said and I could feel him smile.
“Oh, by the way, make una soffri o, because the way he harassed me because of you ehn? That guy go give you belle before you leave this town.” Sisca hollered mischievously before walking away.
Umar chuckled, pulled me close and covered my mouth with his. Every reasonable thought in me died abruptly. I kissed him back and felt his hand pushing my things apart.
“I want you again baby. Its like I haven’t even touched you yet… Your friend might be right. You just might get pregnant before morning…” He growled in my ear just before he thrust in.